HELPP .

Seriously,
I dunno whether I should love the holidays or hate it .

WHY ?
Sleeping late .
Waking up late .
Takes a nap when I have nothing to do .
Then I cant sleep at night .
Then my sister will be :
"Eh .
I want to use for awhile ."

You know..
Her "for awhile" = FOREVER .
YES .
Made me slept for like 5am for 2 days already .
I'm so sick of this .

Getting a wireless is useless because my other comp LAGS ALOT .

Hell .
Now I really can't stand it laa .
It's gonna end already .

I CANT WAIT FOR GENTING .

And my effing credit expired .
I CANT WAIT FOR GENTING ;
to top up .
Sigh .

I feel like screaming .
*screams*

Now I cant sleep and there's no one to chat right now .
Hahah .
I regret taking a nap /
letting my sis to use .
What laa .
Haiyoo .

Wthhhhhhhhhhh .
See,
I use 10 mins cannot tahan adii .
FOOK .

Imagine I'm gonna let her use back after I kept on telling her that I WANNA USE FOR TO 4 FUCKING HOURS .

YES .
YES .

I CANT STAND IT .

URGH .

I should go now .
Stop my fooking naggings .
Blah .

If you hate this,
just close it .

Sorry if I'm rude .
Bad mood .

ARGH .


I dunno why i kept on doing this,
doing it everytime,
wasting,
kept on thinking back,
regretting it,
hope it'l become the same like last time..
But..NO .
NO .
NEVER COMING BACK .
NOT GONNA CHANGE BACK .
NO
NO NO .

Sigh .
Sorry .
Bye .



I'll just go and cry, cry like a baby, regretting, but nothing will make me return to time, nothing wil change , everynight,
I'll sleep late night, thinking of you, with those tears coming out from my eyes, I cant stay strong . And I hope, someone will listen to my thoughts, my feelings, advice me, but, I dont think there's anyone like that . You're changed alot . I dont like the way you are now . I HATE IT . My feelings to you are almost finished fading, but I still think of you, and I still love you . I do . And now I do now is, Crying . My current hobby is thinking of you, being alone somewhere and cry. Dont leave me hanging on. -Crying . The pain..