Damaged , Foolish .

MY LIPS ARE BLEEDING,
THANKS TO MY SMART BRAIN OF PEELING THE SKIN OFF .
Crap,
I got 2 lip balms,
Lip ice,
Nivea ?

Both strawberry,
But one transparent colour and one more red,
One has mint,
One doesnt,
One has this fugly taste,
One, not really .

I wanna wear the Nivea want but it makes my lips red .
HOW TO WEAR TO SCHOOL ?!

I hate the lip ice want .
EEEEE .

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Okay,
Let's see,
I thought I didnt have to do my debate coz someone's missing,
But noo,
Teacher said we still have to do,
And I was relaxing that time,
SUDDENLY KENA CALLED OUT .
PANIC PANIC PANIC !

I was so freaking scared,
SHY ?!
Yeah,
My shyness .

And yeah,
I have stage fright .

Haha,
That's me .
A shy girl as usual .

Then,
Carmen kissed on my cheeks for volunteering myself to do her bm tuition work .
Whee !
:D

Chee Wei came to me before going in to the library,
"Eh Lee Ann. Wanna watch porn with me ?"

Wahliao .
Fuck you .
I'm very holy .

I replied " Wth are you talking about ?!"

That's just gross .

Then this Matthew molesting other boy's asses and said that I did it .
-.-

So obvious that it's not me .
They know what type of girl am I .

Then,
went in library,
The boys took out that,
Porn book to me,
HUMAN BODY .
ZZZ .
Matthew the pervert want took it and look,
Kok Ian joined along .
And more boys .
The girls keep saying,
Pian tai !
or,
EEEE !
YOU DAM SICK !

And me ?
*close eyes and look somewhere else*

Zz .

I didnt write anything in my nilam book at the end .
Haha .

When It All Falls Apart - The Veronicas on radio now .

Sigh,
Continue,
Puan Wong was in class already,
So went in and took out my things and do my work,
She teached and explained things,
Then do work time,
I was doing doing doing,
She came to me and ask where's my book,
It was underneath my manila card so I took it out and show to her that I brought my book .
Then she CHECKED my book .
*gulps*

She ask me why I havent paste the things yet,
I laughed and said later .
Yeah,
I always say later .
xD

Skip,
Bacaan,
Ish,
Jordan,
Kacau again .
Lol,
He's so racist .
Matthew,
Kok Ian .
Zz .

They're so,
sick .
Ughhhhh .

Skip,
Sivik,
Uhh,
Teacher let us decorate the class,
I didnt do anything,
So we started talking about height .
Haha .
I'm tall .
:D

Taller than Matthew .
:D

But,
GR,
Edwin,
No .

YI HAN ?!
NO WAY .

Omggg,
I'm only somewhere at his ears there .
Lol,
He thinks I'm retarded .
Thanks Yi Han to tell them that they're so outdated,
No ,
Really,
Thanks .
:)

The end for now .
Lyrics .

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Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson ,

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you
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When It All Falls Apart - The Veronicas .

I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended