Emotional .

I was feeling very emotional just now .
I was thinking about alot of things,
About what my family said or maybe other people said,
NO .
Don't get it wrong,
It's not like my attitude problem or something,
It's not like I wanna change for their foolish words,
It's just.,
Ugh,
Fine,
I'm gonna be honest,
I know some of you people are gonna get jealous or scold me or craps,
But,
No,
I have no intend to show off or whatever,
This is bugging me off,
It can even make me sad,
Or thinking about it alot till it can make me feel down .
This is no joke .
I'm really really serious .

Well,
My family,
MOST ALL OF THEM SAID THAT I'M GETTING THINNER .
I mean,
what the ?

I mean,
I still eat alot now,
I know last time I always loose my appetite,
I won't eat,
I force myself not to eat,
I mean,
I'm not on diet or something .

I just skip recess for now,
Sometimes lunch or dinner .
Or I'll eat dinner first .

And after school,
I'll straight away grab any yummy food to eat .

I dont get what's the problem .

Yes,
I do also feel that I'm getting thinner,
I hold my arms,
I felt that my arm is really small and thin like a stick .
It doesnt feel like my arm .

I really dont know what to do .

I'm even getting weaker .

My arms are aching now because I played a game .

And,
I feel like my hand's gonna break when I drag my blanket with one hand .

What ?!
I mean, why ?
What's wrong with me ?

I don't know .
Sigh .

I shall start a new post,
Writing what happened yesterday .