What's your problem ?

Pictures with you,
That moment,
I wish for that moment .

Numb;

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be.

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I really wanna wonder,
What I actually want ?
I mean,
What's my damn problem ?
Happy,
Then suddenly sad,
Confused,
My heart's sinking .
Feelings fading and coming back .
Thinking back .

Should I actually believe their words ?
Is it true ?
Should I believe it again ?
Should I ?
I might look like a fool .
Falling for you .
I dont think you'll know,
Or maybe I'm making too obvious till you run away ?
Sigh .
Go laugh if you want if you think this is funny .
It's really,
Really complicating .

Regret ?
I dont know lah,
It's fading,
Then it's coming back .

Pictures,
Take a picture .
Picture the moment,
Like a romantic drama scene .
- I'm only dreaming .

I cant wake up,
I'm awake but my world is half asleep .
I cant wake up,
It's a habit for me .

Stupid me,
I dont think that you MUST MUST MUST fill up your heart when you're empty .
So why my heart can't be empty ?
Away from worries,
Why must it be filled up ?
Even a little bit of love .

You DO NOT force yourself to like someone,
YOU DO NOT simply fool people's hearts,
YOU DONT actually need a freaking person JUST TO replace a damn person, It's like you're using the person .
Selfishness of humans just to get what they want .

I dont know lah,
Maybe I'm just forcing myself ?

I got alot to complain about,
Maybe I should just keep my damn mouth shut to prevent from problems ?
Maybe I should,

Songs suits me now;
Numb - Linkin Park .
Always - Blink 182 .
I Miss You - Blink 182 .