Multiples,

Just came back,
Went out to fetch my sister .
Camwhored,
Took alot of pictures,
Not only myself, obviously .

Ate laksa todayyy .
Finallyyy .
Reminds me of my hometown,
My past,

It felt like a dream,
I remembered back alot of stuffs,
I also rememberred back alot of stuffs when it rained just now .
It made me think back of the memories,
Whatever happened that has something to do with rain,
Promises,
Those times,
The past .

And I learned from you that I will teach people the same too .

This world is really freaky than I expected .
Seriously,
Rape cases,
Robbery,
Whatever .

People are just selfish and they just want more .

I really begin to get scared of some humans and I have to be more careful as I keep on growing .

Girls,
Whoever,
Just be careful in whatever you do .
Think twice,
Think nicely before doing anything .

There's this guy,
Big flirter; I guess,
Annoying shit,
Freaky,
Weirdo,
Has nothing better to do .
No life .
One of you will get what am I talking about .
Get a life, dude .

Seriously,
It gets on becoming more freakier and scarier .
These people .
In this world,
Virtual and reality .

And there are desperate people,
I dont get it .
Why cant you just wait ?
So selfish .
Just try to wait .
Dont be so desperate .

You cant randomly find true love .
It's just called, you're just playing around .
Player .

I actually did thinking about what will happen before doing it a few times .
And someone happily praised me for one .
I made that person happy .
I made that person happy,
That was just one of the good things happened to me for doing something to other people,
Making people happy,
Looking at them being happy,
I'll just be happy .

And some odd feelings are just coming back,
Weird and odd and new,
They just dont feel so good .

I felt it for the third time even know nothing happened .
I felt it for the first time last year and it felt so uncomfortable so I gave up .
The second time,
I didnt give up coz of influence .
Something and someone just tells me to keep on holding on .
Overall,
It ended up nice, beautiful .
I never regret for not giving up .

The third time came again today,
I'm just feeling weird today .

Later going to eat nice foood .
Steak .
At The Ship,
Haha .
I loveeeeeee .
Reminds me of some stuffs,
Example last 2 years to celebrate my birthday in a hotel in KL and something else that I shall not mention here .
Haha .

I just got a feeling that it's a early celebration ?
Exam clashed with birthday(s) this year .

No offence,
It's not like I cant wait for my birthday .
I seriously can wait .
It felt like I have no birthday .
Everyday will be a normal day .
Never expect for that day to come .
I'll just feel weird coz people will treat me differently .

I feel so different today .
Have I changed ?

I have no guts to talk,
Even know my friend keeps on telling me to talk but I just couldnt .

Now there's another want coming in .

I need emo songs right now .
Pfft,
I know .

And my phone is running out of memory .

And I now losing my way,
I'm losing track,
I'm getting lost,
I dont know what to do,
Am I doing the right thing ?

I am trying to understand people,
Helping them with everything I could do .
And that's what I learned this year .
If anyone of you need help,
Come to me and I'll try to help you .

Sometimes I could understand the feeling of some people of what they are facing .
Because I faced that too .
I feel like helping them and make them feel like there's people care for them .

I learned alot of things this year .

It's bursting out,
Bye .