MERRY CHRISTMAS.

This year's Christmas is the worst.
I couldnt take it anymore.
It got destroyed.

I couldnt stand their lies and broken promises.

Last night,
Went to Genting.

Ohh,
I was SOO excited at first coz I thought i could strike out the number 2 wish in the wish list on the right.
BUT NOOOOO.
It was just a fcking piece of talking shit.

It was on the very minute when the countdown happens and Christmas.
Everyone was wearing xmas hat, gathering at the Times Square stage there while we sat the the blooody restaurant near there, talking, doing nothing.

I did not do the countdown,
I wasnt in the mood.
It destroyed.
It makes me feel so sad looking at those people happily celebrating Christmas while I do nothing. NO ONE WAS DOING ANYTHING.

As my tears came out little by little,
I hide it.
I couldnt hide for long.
What the fck who wants to sit at the freaking lobby there at Genting coz you have nothing to do?!
I dont.
And I saw a bloody btch having that.
Fck for goodness sake.
After all that happenings,
I ditched then when to the gaming place near starbucks there at First World Plaza.
I spend all my money which is 50 bucks playing ps3 for 2 hours.
Guitar Heroes and Little Big Planet.
It wasnt easy to play seriously.
I thought it was a piece of cake,
and my first time playing,
I WAS SO WRONG.
Played Misery Business, The Kill, What I've Done, Monsoon and other songs.
Hard hard.
I played Easy mode.
Only the first 3 buttons.
Medium is a nono to me.

After playing,
went home.
Reach home at 4.30 like that.
Really tired.
Then slept.
While sleeping and that time was inthe afternoon,
my phone rang so many times,
Smses, wishes, phone calls.
Bloody phone call.
Bloody phone.
I felt like throwing it and smashing it into pieces.
I was so angry.
Very angry.

Then I went back to sleep,
Woke up at 4 like that.
My parents are missing.
Fck.
Suppose to go out.
Like my grandma said;
"Why they break promise?"
YES LAH I KNOW.
DAM FCKING PISSED.
CHRISTMAS TODAY AND HOW COULD THEY LAH.
THEY EVEN RUINED MY CHRISTMAS LAH THANKS ALOT.

They went up to Genting again.
Coz my dad left his "lovely" bloody card there.

So I spent my Christmas at home,
Online,
Eating Bah Kut Teh.
Very "nice" indeed.

UNLIKE LIKE LAST YEAR.
SYMPHONY AND AUNTY RINA CAME.
Then Symphony drove me and my sister to ou then we walked around there and I had fun.
Bought fake specs and Jesse McCartney cd.
FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN.

Now it's like SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.

I feel dam fcked up, I'm tired of this, I couldnt stand it anymore.
I'm not in the mood, Christmas mood or Christmas spirit.
When I woke up, I sorta FORGOT that it's Christmas.

I HAD ENOUGH.

And there's a tv3 van in front of my house.
Wth.

Cows and goats and dogs opposite my house which is the Kampung Cempaka.

Okay,
I know what you people will think of me.
I dam kecil hati, I have a bad attitude and stuffs,
But seriously,
I cant take it anymore and I'm really serious about the DS Lite and I'm not joking and they think I'm taking crap and stuffs?
NO.
I'LL PROVE THAT I WILL STARVE IN SCHOOL.
I DONT GIVE A FCK IF THEY SAID I'M TOO THIN.

And friendsfriendsfriendsfriendsfriends,
Thanks so much. I love you guys.

Ok.
Bye
I hope you people out there have fun.
Merry Christmas.