Life can be very unexpecting.

These few days, I've ALOT of lessons.
Yes, ALOT. And I've been thinking so much, daydreaming..

I started my day normal, thinking,daydreaming, in the car listening to the radio on my way to school and I've got a fish burger from MCD which my transporter bought for me.
Feeling great and happy and just normal, being myself.

Then I heard from Hitz fm saying that they have a breaking news instead of them making the Gotcha call.

They said it's all over the internet that our very king of pop, Michael Jackson has passed away,

Shocked, even my transporter was shocked also.

She was telling me about her going to his concert last time in our country and he's coming here in September.

That really gave me a really big impact, and I really couldnt believe it and hoping that maybe it was just rumours and it's fake, so I listened for more.

They even called Richard Reeds to ask him about it,
I really can't believe it..Still hoping that it wasnt true..

Then I reached school,
Got off the car and my sister said something to me but what I heard from her mouth was "What the hell?" And I think she also couldnt believe it as well.

When I reach school, thinking about it, still hoping that it wasnt true, Asked Jae Nee whether she heard the radio and the news, she said she did not know about it.

Then I ate my burger,

After that, wow, Hot topic already.
Everyone's talking about it in school.

I even told teachers about it and asked them about their feelings tapi no reply.

Even talk it in class, Chui Ling sat beside me today so we also talked about it,
About the memories we had, what reminded us of his songs, and about his properties, his wills,

Who is he giving it to?

Well, we'll find out soon.

But I'll salute him if he give it to charity.

Then we talked about his funeral,
Confirm tv got show want and I wanna watch.

Then I finally got home, took the newspapers, went to parents' room and watch CNN.

Oh gosh..it was so damn true..

Feeling devastated..

So I watched the news and watching mtv and THS on E!

Then my dad came home and I went to my room and I slept.

Woke up, listened to the radio,

All his songs,

Reminded me of the past.

Like "Heal The World"
I couldnt forget that I sang this during kindergarten graduation.

Memories.

And it also made me feel really down and sad.

Kept on watching news and THS about him.
And listening to his songs.

My dad had his Dangerous album with the cover gone.
Lol.

I remember that he'll listen it and play it with the volume turned up really louddd.

And I remember that I listen to it in my room last time.

Sigh,

Well,
That's all I wanna say I guess.

I couldn't believe that this is happening.

Can't predict what's gonna happen in life,
Anything could happen anytime,
Everything come and go.

And I even thought that he could live longer,
If he's suffering now, maybe this is like freedom for him already.
I stil can't believe that this is happening..

Rest in peace,
Michael Jackson.
1958 - 2009.




25th June which is today, is a day we'll shall remember.
The news that shocked the world,

And also rest in peace to Farrah Fawcett.




p.s : I wonder if I could just listen to all of his songs again, but how?