Desperate.

I can't stand it, I couldn't control it.

I know I brag about it so much that people cannot stand it.

But, I really wanna go. I got the chance but the problem is my parents. Like my mum..
Why? I did studied. I went to the library and studied. Why? Can't I just get some rest? I promise to study in afternoon tomorrow or something like that before it.

Why..

My parents wont read this, they wont understand me.. so it's useless to post it here but I wanna just spill out abit of my feelings..

And I know some people disappove me from going.

I told myself to just miss it this time but, at the end, I couldnt.

I studied Maths and Science coz I'm weak at it and I have to get good marks for it.
I'm worried that I wouldnt pass but I still did studied.
Kinda useless now.

Stress and FML.

Over and out.